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I’m sitting on the porch Wind blowing through my hair The ducks are frolicking in the pond But I just can’t seem to care Life goes on around me I don’t participate I go through all the motions But what I really do is wait I dream about the day That you’ll come home to me Nothing else is important Why can’t people see? I don’t want to go out I don’t want to have fun I don’t want to do a thing Until all is said & done They took you in the summer Now fall is almost finished Winter will be here very soon And then the year will have diminished You have no idea how much I cry I never let you know It’s so hard out here without you   But I’m not allowed to let it show I must pretend all is fine Everyone thinks all’s okay But what I never ever tell them Is that I cry for you every day

When someone you love has left you there is a feeling of missing a part of yourself. Like one who has had a limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. However, the truth is that the place in your heart that feels a sense of lacking represents the hole where your relationship goes. It is natural to feel that you miss the person the belongs in you life.

How do I mend a broken heart? My entire world has fallen apart. How do I find hope in a brand new day, when the one I love has gone away? My mind overflows with memories of you, of all that we've shared, all that we knew. I long for your touch and your warm embrace, the look in your eyes, the smile on your face. My dreams are filled with your soft gentle kiss, I wake and cry for all that I miss. How do I mend a broken heart,  when my one true love and I are apart? My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do? Our moments together were precious and few, but I cherished them all more than you knew. I love you my angel and always will, I loved you then and I love you still.